Tiny vintage trailers, broken transmissions, and the vile creeping crud that grabs us by the lungs and drags us down-- it was a weekend of unexpected adversaries.
I got up early to ride on Saturday still suffering from the butter lung disease, but determined to ride it out of my system. I lurched over to the dogboy's house straight of of the warmth of my berth in the lungers'wing. A lap around the neighborhood would have been a triumph, but every option dogboy mentioned seemed to involve crossing either the county line or a large body of water. I had not the legs to ride. I had not the lungs to ride. I had not the desire to ride. In spite of my deficits I had the one thing that matters more than all. I had the deep in the gut, sour spit taste, broken glass in the knees, fuck you and all the riders of the world combined by God will to ride.
I'm sure it was not too exciting for the dogboy, but he is a good friend and he adapted to the reality of the situation. We cut no corners and rode a hefty selection of single track, turf, mulch, sand, gutter, road and sidewalk across the east side of Tallahassee and there, in front of the hospital, a block from the end I put a foot down to wait for the sick dizzies to pass-- then one slow rotation at a time, I cranked up hill to the waiting van and a hot toddy.
And it has always been such no? So many reason to not be who we wish to be, to not do what we must to become who we are. Call it what you want: Three chords and the truth, the X factor, chutzpah, balls, will, the only essential ingredient.
Juancho
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And of all of those, I believe it is the WILL which is most important.
The God[damn] Particle.
Is that something like finding the Peck in me today?
It has always been this way.
Continue on your path of exploration me friend..
Always forward.... never straight.
"In the world of things as they are, there is no self, no non self.
If you want to describe its essence, the best you can say is "Not-two."
In this "Not-two" nothing is separate, and nothing in the world is excluded.
The enlightened of all times and places have entered into this truth. "
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Virtual gold farming? Thanks Juancho
Yes Lopo you sure had to summon some will too!
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